aROMa

another instance of me.

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aROMa

After 50 years of hibernation, I'm back to blogging. Probably there have been a lot of wrong things going on in my life. It's like holding on tightly to a rope when you know it's either too weak to keep you, or it's you who's too weak to win. What do you do when life throws unpleasant surprises at you yet you feel it's too late to have a change of mind? How do you handle extreme character differences? What meaning can you find in suffering from choices you've made?

For the past weeks, I can't write down these thoughts, all the more organize them, or make sense of them. That explains the long blog leave. And if you think I've gotten the answers I need, HOW I WISH!

You wonder what the hell is my problem.

I just can't deal with my boyfriend anymore! pfft!

Sometimes I wonder If I only gained in age, but not in wisdom. These are the times when I fear finding that perfect pink wall to bang my head for the stress I allowed in my life.

If being in love means breaking your own rules, it's a terrible love story then.

PS: Lord, what have I gotten myself into? I bet You're enjoying a big laugh right now. But please, have mercy to help me see things through... or you can just turn him into a gay if he doesn't want to cooperate. Hehehe!

aROMa

Alright, alright. Am gonna write about V-day. haha!

I'm gonna try my best for this not to sound mushy again. Heart's day for 2007 was special for me (naturally, rom). But it wasn't the celebration that we had that made it special. It's learning about love (oh no here we go again. wahahaha!) on a greater level.

... that it isn't the grand things that'll remain etched in our memories. Fun and laughter do not define love... not even the special days that you plan together. Love can be found just like in any ordinary day. In fact, it's in the regular, mundane things where you find the beauty of sticking together regardless if you got a pat on the back from the boss, or if you didn't get enough sleep for work today.

... Love is simpler than we thought. It's getting through the day without the expectation of the other treating you like a princess everyday. Most of the time, it's training yourself to choose the other person first. And in doing so, you begin to learn more about yourself. And you discover the kind of man/woman you're dreaming of spending life with. Whether the discovery is pleasant or not so pleasant is quite irrelevant coz we love despite of (fill in the blanks) ____, ____, ____, etc. 

... Regular, repetitive,  routinary. These three things may be the unlikable aspects of love. Though to me, they bring to mind the value of consistency, loyalty, and patience.

Love after all, is an everyday thing and not just on Valentine's day.

So to you who makes it real every single day, kisses and hugs you deserve! (naks!) hehe!