December 20th, 2006

"I ask myself why. I sleep like a baby through the night. Maybe it helps to know, you'll be there tomorrow..."

That song plays in my radioblogclub a thousand times a day. It's been a long time since I've had such burst of inspiration from morning to dawn. Mornings are truly sweeter when you have someone waiting at the doorstep to accompany you to work. But minutes are like days in the office when you're apart. When I think about it, maybe God really intended things to go this way. As they say, you know it is meant for you when everything falls into the right places. Happy is quite an understatement if I am to describe the state of bliss that I am in now. Though there's still a big cloud of uncertainty hovering the sky, nothing beats the morning sunshine that shines upon my everyday. (I told ya, this entry's going to be real cheesy!)

I am enjoying the feeling it brings me. That makes me want to be just in the present.. to just live in the present moment of things. Everything else, the past and all its concerns blur into the background because there's a far more important, significant thing that is happening right now. It is something I didn't actually ask for... something I can live without. But God gives us more than what our minds and hearts could ever yearn for. That's what makes living everyday a miracle to me now.

To my friends who are still in the search, you might want to stop for a while. You'd be thankful then that it found you just at the right circumstances of things.